Thursday, October 28, 2010
♥ ee
DAMN! pasepa mcm ni.
tak layan pon tak pa smlm.
bukan dy prasan pon!.
EEEEEeeEeeE... geramnya!!!!
tak layan pon tak pa smlm.
bukan dy prasan pon!.
EEEEEeeEeeE... geramnya!!!!
5:21 AM
Monday, October 25, 2010
♥ this isnt a goodbye
aku takut sangat semuanya akan berakhir dsini. because i suka dy sgt2. ak cinta dya!. dy slalu ckp semua exgf dy x macam i. ok i got it..they are perfect but im not. im not perfect. my life never perfect. my family. my friends. my life. damn its so hard. i wish someone will understand my feeling. just for once i would like people to understand my situation. i want to be happy. i want to hav a good life. kenapa ya allah. bnyak sangat dugaan yg engkau bagi? kenapa tak fair. adakah semua ini ada hikmah dsbaliknya? ak tahu ak slaluu ngikut kehendak sendiri. but ak fikir it will be for good to anyone and everyone. idk what had got into me. sometimes i felt like im the happiest person in the world. then benda laen jadi. tiap2 hari menangis. idk why. imiss my life. my life wen i was back in malaysia at the very beginning of the year. my life was perfect. im kind of happy. because mum is diff. and plus idk alot bout social stuff kat sini. what happen to my great place that i was born? everything turned upside down. then ak buat semua 2. i make myself feel cheap. i should change my life back where i belong. where im from. help me god. guide me to the goods.
12:13 AM
Saturday, October 16, 2010
♥ wish!
i wish to hav a great surprise party b4 i go back to perth.
i wish to hav a bestfriend.
i wish to hav many presents from friends who are truly appreciate for being a friend of mine.
i wish to go for a holiday with my friends.
i wish to hav a great mum who never nags and always open minded.
i wish to hav a boyfriend who are truly loves me the way i am.
i wish to hav everything i wished for.
i wish to hav great rooms and pretty.
i wish to hav new phone.
i wish to hav shoes and clothes and accessories.
i wish to not being so arrogant and childish.
a wish sometime will come true and sometime it will never come true. sometime i wish something and will expect my wish will always come true but im very disappointed bcoz it never come true. urgh.
i wish to hav a bestfriend.
i wish to hav many presents from friends who are truly appreciate for being a friend of mine.
i wish to go for a holiday with my friends.
i wish to hav a great mum who never nags and always open minded.
i wish to hav a boyfriend who are truly loves me the way i am.
i wish to hav everything i wished for.
i wish to hav great rooms and pretty.
i wish to hav new phone.
i wish to hav shoes and clothes and accessories.
i wish to not being so arrogant and childish.
a wish sometime will come true and sometime it will never come true. sometime i wish something and will expect my wish will always come true but im very disappointed bcoz it never come true. urgh.
5:21 AM
Monday, October 11, 2010
♥ tortoise of turtles.
today its 11/10/10 damn should bought them yesterday because it was a good date. 10/10/10 huhu. well elfy and i bought these little creatures. they are a cute red ear slider tortoise. so cute.
their life spans are 20 to 25 years. how cool is that! their name is tina and atan. although their name are quite weird but i still like it. coz it is very unique. tina is a very active turtle while atan aren't huhu. they are very important to me. i like them so much. thanks baby for buying them. love it very much. i took their pics but couldnt upload now coz of my lappy abit broken.hee. well day 1 was a great blast!
their life spans are 20 to 25 years. how cool is that! their name is tina and atan. although their name are quite weird but i still like it. coz it is very unique. tina is a very active turtle while atan aren't huhu. they are very important to me. i like them so much. thanks baby for buying them. love it very much. i took their pics but couldnt upload now coz of my lappy abit broken.hee. well day 1 was a great blast!
8:40 AM
Saturday, October 9, 2010
♥ queensbaymall
today was the best day i think because my friends and i went to qb and also my bf and his friends. yes they r all cool. we when for a movie. but guess what the movie was really bad. BOO. wasted my money. ate some yogurt thingie. kinda yummy. emm when out with my bf. awesome!. im getting fat! eat hell alot!!!!. it was fun today. i will upload the pics later in fb. and maybe some in here. huhu~ love ya!
9:50 AM
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
♥ updates!
guys.
hope its not too late to tell you guys that my previous updates are all my expression and feeling. what i felt. what i felt makes people hate me so much. im just sorry to say everything that i posted were not really true. Im too much. a friend of mine said that i should change my characteristic. saye ni seorang pendendam. saye dendam ape yg orang buat kat saya dan akhirnya saye menulis segale ape yg saye rase. this is the place i lepas all my anger. for who yg read this im really sorry. im very afraid of losing everyone that i love. especially elfy. i hope i will change and i will try to change. hope you guys can guide me to become a good person. a person that its not fake coz im tired of being fake. im tired of being professional just to make people feel happy to be friend with me. for that im really sorry. teenagers always make mistake. hell a lot of mistake. for that again im really sorry. sorry for doing all such things.
i wouldnt want to post anything about LOVE.
because LOVE is hurtful. LOVE make people fight.
LOVE is blind and LOVE tak bole betolak ansur.
i want LOVE so much.
im out of LOVE. LOVE please find me back.!
hope its not too late to tell you guys that my previous updates are all my expression and feeling. what i felt. what i felt makes people hate me so much. im just sorry to say everything that i posted were not really true. Im too much. a friend of mine said that i should change my characteristic. saye ni seorang pendendam. saye dendam ape yg orang buat kat saya dan akhirnya saye menulis segale ape yg saye rase. this is the place i lepas all my anger. for who yg read this im really sorry. im very afraid of losing everyone that i love. especially elfy. i hope i will change and i will try to change. hope you guys can guide me to become a good person. a person that its not fake coz im tired of being fake. im tired of being professional just to make people feel happy to be friend with me. for that im really sorry. teenagers always make mistake. hell a lot of mistake. for that again im really sorry. sorry for doing all such things.
i wouldnt want to post anything about LOVE.
because LOVE is hurtful. LOVE make people fight.
LOVE is blind and LOVE tak bole betolak ansur.
i want LOVE so much.
im out of LOVE. LOVE please find me back.!
11:01 PM
♥ facebooking
damn guys.
i cant on9 to often because you know my bf said dont ever on9ing without asking him first. i meant how come!. does any of your boyfriends did that? im not here to argue. it just that its not fair. but when i said it isnt fair he will say something like THEN DO WHAT EVER YOU LIKE. what will you guys feel when he said that to you. im sure you will felt guilty. my mum allowed me to go on9 fb but why cant you babe? you know i really love you but dont just tooo KONG2 i jer b. please!
i cant on9 to often because you know my bf said dont ever on9ing without asking him first. i meant how come!. does any of your boyfriends did that? im not here to argue. it just that its not fair. but when i said it isnt fair he will say something like THEN DO WHAT EVER YOU LIKE. what will you guys feel when he said that to you. im sure you will felt guilty. my mum allowed me to go on9 fb but why cant you babe? you know i really love you but dont just tooo KONG2 i jer b. please!
7:47 AM
