Friday, December 31, 2010
♥ new year 11
i wish new year's eve 2011 cud b better. damn it. i shud b in msia and with my bf by now. i miss u all. we made a great memories together. i wish 2011 will make a huge and awesome memories. i wanted to b by elfy's side rite now. well nvermind.
2010 has made a great memories. well im wishing for my great success in 2011 and will b in msia ASAP wen im succeed of course...thnx for all the support.
2010 has made a great memories. well im wishing for my great success in 2011 and will b in msia ASAP wen im succeed of course...thnx for all the support.
4:08 AM
Thursday, December 30, 2010
♥ 30th dec 2010
life is great in australia.
i myself change alot from the past. i've been living in msia for a year. well not really one year. but hey its never been great. i met my truelove there and im scared of loosing him. but it doesnt really matter coz he can take care of himself and probably me too. holiday in australia is so boring than i expected. i don go out bcoz there's no friends. they r all probably havin such a great holiday in their home country. hee~ well 2010 is gonaa b gone soon and here comes 2011. GREAT! i cudnt wait what my life is gonna be wen im back to school. forget the past and move on to the next. awesome!
i myself change alot from the past. i've been living in msia for a year. well not really one year. but hey its never been great. i met my truelove there and im scared of loosing him. but it doesnt really matter coz he can take care of himself and probably me too. holiday in australia is so boring than i expected. i don go out bcoz there's no friends. they r all probably havin such a great holiday in their home country. hee~ well 2010 is gonaa b gone soon and here comes 2011. GREAT! i cudnt wait what my life is gonna be wen im back to school. forget the past and move on to the next. awesome!
6:35 AM
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
♥ imy!
i miss elfy so much!
just thinking. elfy ni kalau ngan org lain in relationship mesti kelakar gila. macam tak sesuai ja. then if im with someone else mmg bgang sial gila tak sesuai. aku sesuai dgn elfy je. patut le kali ni cpl tak de laa break up cari lain. we find the courage to get back together. i love that very much. he makes me happy and i do too. hee~
btw im in australia and he is in malaysia. we really cant trust each other with this far distance relationship. its just so hard for us to love each other. i need him and he needs me too.
longer distance relationship cant really workout for other relationship rite?
but for us. we still manage to get tru. i'll b back soon and meet him. that's my promise!
i love you b!
just thinking. elfy ni kalau ngan org lain in relationship mesti kelakar gila. macam tak sesuai ja. then if im with someone else mmg bgang sial gila tak sesuai. aku sesuai dgn elfy je. patut le kali ni cpl tak de laa break up cari lain. we find the courage to get back together. i love that very much. he makes me happy and i do too. hee~
btw im in australia and he is in malaysia. we really cant trust each other with this far distance relationship. its just so hard for us to love each other. i need him and he needs me too.
longer distance relationship cant really workout for other relationship rite?
but for us. we still manage to get tru. i'll b back soon and meet him. that's my promise!
i love you b!
3:26 AM
Sunday, December 26, 2010
♥ time to forget
life arent that great.
everyone makes mistake right?
yea i did lots of mistake.
i wish i could turn back the clock and start over again.
but we r not god.
we can't do that.
we only can pray to god to forgive our sin.
ya allah, ampunkanlah dosa-dosa ku. dosa kedua ibu bapa ku, dosa keluargaku, dosa muhamad syamrul elfy bin zainul abidin dan keluarganya, dosa seluruh umat nabi muhamad S.A.W, mukminin mukminat, muslimin muslimat dari timur ke barat yang hidup dan yang mati. hadiahkan al-fatihah.
everyone makes mistake right?
yea i did lots of mistake.
i wish i could turn back the clock and start over again.
but we r not god.
we can't do that.
we only can pray to god to forgive our sin.
ya allah, ampunkanlah dosa-dosa ku. dosa kedua ibu bapa ku, dosa keluargaku, dosa muhamad syamrul elfy bin zainul abidin dan keluarganya, dosa seluruh umat nabi muhamad S.A.W, mukminin mukminat, muslimin muslimat dari timur ke barat yang hidup dan yang mati. hadiahkan al-fatihah.
12:11 AM
Saturday, December 18, 2010
♥ hurtful
ya allah. if you cud give me one wish. my wish is to die.
i cant live da. it hurts. all ur ujian it hurts. i cant barely go with.
y always me? im tryin to bersyukur. and redha. tapi it still hurts.
i need someone to talk to. and understand my situation.
everysingle day i wake up rite now. smua d tak sama.
it just makes me cry. all the time.
dear allah. please let me die.
amin
i cant live da. it hurts. all ur ujian it hurts. i cant barely go with.
y always me? im tryin to bersyukur. and redha. tapi it still hurts.
i need someone to talk to. and understand my situation.
everysingle day i wake up rite now. smua d tak sama.
it just makes me cry. all the time.
dear allah. please let me die.
amin
11:28 PM
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
♥ a huge miracle
from the start im living in Perth.
i've started to pray again to Allah.
and everyday i felt fresh and keep prayin.
i've prayed that my relationship with Elfy will still b together. and Allah heard my prayed.
i also prayed that forgive our sins. like the entire world and hav a good living life. and Allah heard my prayed. he gave it to Elfy. Elfy got a good contract with idk what company. he got a great fortune per month. Alhamdullilah. thank you Allah. im a very luck person. the only thing everyone needs is to pray to Allah and Insyaallah he will heard you and give you something you want.
i've started to pray again to Allah.
and everyday i felt fresh and keep prayin.
i've prayed that my relationship with Elfy will still b together. and Allah heard my prayed.
i also prayed that forgive our sins. like the entire world and hav a good living life. and Allah heard my prayed. he gave it to Elfy. Elfy got a good contract with idk what company. he got a great fortune per month. Alhamdullilah. thank you Allah. im a very luck person. the only thing everyone needs is to pray to Allah and Insyaallah he will heard you and give you something you want.
8:34 PM
♥ without you
My tears are flowing for you
As my mind wonders and heart beats
My body is nothing without you
And as the wetness of my cheek are beginning to dry
And my thoughts weaken and try to forget
I feel like nothing without you
The beats within my chest were real,
Something that no one will ever steal
When there is nothing without you
But as I try to forget you more and more
My body grows weaker and begins to wear
Mind floats, rises to react
I know I'm nothing without you...
12:20 AM
